Friday, March 7, 2008

Life's cruel jokes and timing

Well, a week ago I was shocked but happy to be expecting. Now a week later I am shocked and sadden because of a miscarriage. Evan and I went to the ER on Thursday night at around 10:00pm because of some complications I was having. We were finally taken back to an ER bed at around 12:30am. I had several ultrasounds, blood work, urine tests, and a pelvic exam. I also got a rH shot because my rH factor is negative and that could cause problems with future pregnancies. At around 5:15 this morning the doctor came in and let us know that I had possibly miscarried because there was no evidence that I was still pregnant. I have to make a doctor's appointment to check my hcg level which was around 58 and should be alot higher at five weeks.

Evan and I are extremely sadden by this turn of events but find that God always has a reason for everything and this may be a blessing in disguise. We really cant afford a baby right now, but we were willing to make it work. We both know now that having a baby is something that we both want. We still have the mind set of when it happens, it happens, so maybe someday soon we will be blessed with another pregnancy.

1 comment:

Miranda said...

We love you guys so much... and God will bless you and Evan so wonderfully with a beautiful family!! I am praying for you guys.